Awkward, between you and me now.

I don't understand why must you do that, you make me feel so helpless so guilty so sucky so bad

That scene, it keeps repeating in my head and it add tons of guilt to me which I can't erase.

You make me the bad girl in my mind. Did I do something terribly wrong? Yes I am in the wrong too, Sorry that I shouldn't have raise my voice towards you but I can't help it when you, start questioning and doubting me. I know you care, but your action, makes me afraid.

Anyway this incident is over, anything I rant it still can't help much. Forget it and everything goes on normally. I'm sorry.

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p/s. this post, im mentioning about me and my mum.