Each and every year, I think cny is getting more and more 'empty'

No feel I shall say it. Just doll yourself up and get red packets, oh gambling & snacks too!
It's always exciting before cny, like you could really enjoy yourself out there with friends and family. But when the day is here, I feel that there's no excitement in me. Not as much compared to when I was younger. I still miss those younger times more than now. But anyway, hope others did enjoy themselves during this new year.

Just thinking of tomorrow makes me moody.
Selfish & bad role models is all that I can think of.

Ahhh whatever it is, im real moody now & it's all because of period. That's the only thing that I dislike most about being a woman. Getting those ups & downs for nothing, one sec you are okay & another sec you are not. How contradicting right. Duh.

Another thing that bothers me, I need to lose some weight. Don't tell me im not fat at all or stuffs like that, because you all don't know anything. No pain no gain.

Okay goodnight.